!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!~

this is how much work im doing.. more than this actually.. so much more.. i feel like a donkey pulling a cart or something..

and.. this is how i look like now.. seriously.. at least the owl looks presentable.. i look like ikan masin tired ok.. yea.. that dun even make sense...

Belive it when they say....

Expect the unexpected..

Coming over to college thought me this.. always be wary and you can never be too sure about a certain thing.. changes happen and sometimes things are not what they seem to be on the outside.. this goes in both ways, positive and vice versa.. be ready for shortcomings, disastrous circumstances and wonderful surprises.. still.. rather then expecting the unexpected.. better not to expect at all...

Life is not easy..

I don think i need further elaboration here.. seriously.. SAM is no shit.. it's like a flaming ball of fire that continuously shoots fire bullets.. so many things to do.. and so little time (cliche much) so many things to feel and understand, yet so little brain space.. i need to sleep..

Dont judge a book by its cover..

its very human to judge based on first impression.. its reflex.. like breathing.. see a kid with weird clothes, or some quiet person, or some trying to act cool dude.. and all that snazzy bussiness.. yea.. as time flies.. you realise that some people are more than what they are on the outside.. lucky me this time i could control my judgments.. and now i see.. what lies beneath.. and i make new friends :)

Beauty is but skin deep..

seriously.. we have bimbos.. around campus.. and some confused ones.. and some evil ones.. whatever..

Love is blind..

come to inti.. you'll get it...

Thats my last say folks XD

XoXO

Im so.. empty..

Just two and a half days away from you..

And i feel like i havent seen you since forever..

Im so alone and lost without you..

Why do i need you so much?

I feel so weak and fragile..

I need you so much...

Cant wait to be in your arms..

dunno what to blog about -.-

I

LOVE

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~~

Perasan Cute DAY~~~

see the similarities?

i HEART hello kitty

hehehehehehehehehehehe

please say i look cute

hahahaha

bet youre all gagging at that one

XD

Walking In Wonderland

Do you get those days when you wake up and feel like you're floating?

When you feel like you're brain was accidentally transformed into a turnip?

When you feel like you're walking on thin air?

When you feel like everything senseless makes all the sense in the world?

When you feel like humming the circus song?

When you feel like going ~weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

When you feel like skipping while saying ~lalalalalalalllalalalalalalaaaaaa~

When you feel like Barney is the best purple dinosaur ever?

When you feel like everything is gloomy and you're the only object glowing amidst the gloom?

When you feel like hugging everyone just for the sake of *hugs hugs* ?

When you feel like dancing across the corridors just because you can?

When you feel like the best thing in the world is with you?

When you feel like the best moment to live is right now?

When you feel like the best place to be is right here?

When you feel like so super hyper and joyful but you're still so blur?

teeeheeeeheeee.. im feeling all of the above today~~

Hey HEY~~

it was friday and an emotional one due to PMS.. hahahahaha.. and all i wanted to do was run out of every lecture room begging time to have mercy on me.. haha.. i needed to feel a home.. to feel family.. to feel home food... and i got it :)

i had chilli chicken with fragrant spice rice and home made pickle (yummy)

i had fish curry and spicy fried okra with coconut spinach (yummy)

i had super huge slices of pizza from cold storage (yummmmmmmmmmy)

i guess i had a really good weekend, but still i cant wait to go back to campus!! plus, i miss my super adorable roomie, who talks in her sleep and dreams about oats and nesvita in chinese.. =.=

anyways, Inti darling, here i come XD

XoXo

Stay my baby =)

i love you

and i like this dress

hahahahahaha

:)

But i know

that in this case

you'll be holding my heels instead

and the other hand

will be holding mine

...

Bench talk rocks my socks~~

Nights people..

XoXo

Being Silly...

It's one a.m and im not asleep.. which is weird.. since i can sleep all the time.. heck.. i could sleep for a living.. i think to much.. thinking makes me stay up.. i have to learn.. to not ponder on one thing for too long.. because it eats me up.. thinking.. basically engulfs my very being.. focusing on something that i think matters but in reality doesnt.. wondering why and what.. when there isnt really a reason to wonder upon.. misconstrued perceptions are leading me astray.. im just so afraid that one day.. this will be the very thing that brings me down.. i have to stop being so eager to please.. and learn the hard way to take things as they come.. life isnt a box of chocolates.. that is SO cliche.. you always know what you're gonna get with chocolates.. diabetes and fat thighs.. that's right people.. you heard me loud and clear.. i have to go with the flow.. to survive in this cold medium we call life.. and remember.. that at the end of the day.. you are the only person you have..

Thinking makes me delusional, its my guilty pleasure..

I want you so bad...

Im lucky to love and to be loved..

Sometimes it goes up, and sometimes it goes down..

Things are never certain..

But for now..

All i can say is..

Im lucky to love and to be loved..

*munch on maggi hot cup*