Cant Live Without Coldplay

SHIVER-COLDPLAY

So I looked in your direction,

But you paid me no attention, do you.

I know you don't listen to me.

'cause you say you see straight me, don't you.



On and on from the moment I wake,

To the moment I sleep,

I'll be there by your side,

Just you try and stop me,

I'll be waiting in line,

Just to see if you care.



Did she want me to change?

But I change for good.

And I want you to know.

But you always get your way,

I wanted to say,



(Chorus)

Don't you Shiver? Shiver, Shiver



I'll always be waiting for you,

So you know how much I need ya,

But you never even see me, do you?



And this is my final chance of getting you.



On and on from the moment I wake....

Did she want me to change?...

(Chorus)



Sing it loud and clear.

I'll always be waiting for you. (x3)

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you.



And it's you I see, but you don't see me.

And it's you I hear, so loud and clear.

I sing it loud and clear.

And I'll always be waiting for you,.



So I look in your direction,

But you pay me no attention,

And you know how much I need you,

But you never even seen me.

i remember this song so well.. i used to pres replay a kazillion times when i first heard it.. and i still love it now.. its so addictive.. i cried listening to it once or twice in the midst of being far apart.. and i remember getting pleasantly surprised when i heard it playing in momo XD well.. thats my obsession with coldplay.. go look it up people.. its a good song..

ciao..

till next post..

XoXo

Tears Do Nothing To Help..

Crying...

Does nothing more..

Than soothe the pain...

Temporarily..

It sucks..

I need you..

Seven Deadly Sins~

Derived from the Latin gluttire, meaning to gulp down or swallow, gluttony (Latin, gula) is the over-indulgence and over-consumption of anything to the point of waste. In

Depending on the culture, it can be seen as either a vice or a sign of status. Where food is relatively scarce, being able to eat well might be something to take pride in. But in an area where food is routinely plentiful, it may be considered a sign of self-control to resist the temptation.Thomas Aquinas took a more expansive view of gluttony,arguing that it could also include an obsessive anticipation of meals, and the constant eating of delicacies and excessively costly foods.went so far as to prepare a list of six ways to commit gluttony, including:

• Praepropere - eating too soon.
• Laute - eating too expensively.
• Nimis - eating too much.
• Ardenter - eating too eagerly (burningly).
• Studiose - eating too daintily (keenly).
• Forente - eating wildly (boringly).

Wrath, also known as anger or "rage", may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. These feelings can manifest as vehement denial of thetruth, both to others and in the form of self-denial, impatience with the procedure of law, and the desire to seek revenge outside of the workings of the justice system (such as engaging invigilantism) and generally wishing to do evil or harm to others. The transgressions born of vengeance are among the most serious, including murder, assault, and in extreme cases,genocide. Wrath is the only sin not necessarily associated with selfishness or self-interest (although one can of course be wrathful for selfish reasons, such as jealousy, closely related to the sin of envy). Dante described vengeance as "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite". In its original form, the sin of wrath also encompassed anger pointed internally rather than externally. Thus suicide was deemed as the ultimate, albeit tragic, expression of wrath directed inwardly, a final rejection of God's gifts.

Gradually, the focus came to be on the consequences of acedia, rather than the cause, and so, by the 17th century, the exact deadly sin referred to was believed to be the failure to utilize one's talents and gifts.In practice, it came to be closer to sloth (Latin, Socordia) than acedia. Even in Dante's time there were signs of this change; in his Purgatorio he had portrayed the penance for acedia as running continuously at top speed.

The modern view goes further, regarding laziness and indifference as the sin at the heart of the matter. Since this contrasts with a more willful failure to, for example, love God and his works, sloth is often seen as being considerably less serious than the other sins, more a sin of omission than of commission.

Greed (Latin, avaritia), also known as avarice or covetousness, is, like lust and gluttony, a sin of excess. However, greed is applied to a very excessive or rapacious desire and pursuit of wealth, status, and power. St. Thomas Aquinas wrote that greed was "a sin against God, just as all mortal sins, in as much as man condemns things eternal for the sake of temporal things." In Dante's Purgatory, the penitents were bound and laid face down on the ground for having concentrated too much on earthly thoughts. "Avarice" is more of a blanket term that can describe many other examples of greedy behavior. These include disloyalty, deliberate betrayal, or treason, especially for personal gain, for example through bribery. Scavenging and hoarding of materials or objects, theft and robbery, especially by means of violence, trickery, or manipulation of authority are all actions that may be inspired by greed.

In almost every list Pride , or hubris, is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to acknowledge the good work of others, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the titulary famed Parisian doctor. In perhaps the best-known example, the story of Lucifer, pride (his desire to compete with God) was what caused his fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. In Dante's Divine Comedy, the penitents were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs to induce feelings of humility.

Like greed, Envy may be characterized by an insatiable desire; they differ, however, for two main reasons. First, greed is largely associated with material goods, where as envy may apply more generally. Second, those who commit the sin of envy resent that another person has something they perceive themselves as lacking, and wish the other person to be deprived of it. Dante defined this as a desire to deprive other men of theirs." In Dante's Purgatory, the punishment for the envious is to have their eyes sewn shut with wire because they have gained sinful pleasure from seeing others brought low. Aquinas described envy as "sorrow for another's good".

Lust or lechery is usually thought of as excessive thoughts or desires of a sexual nature. Aristotle's criterion was excessive love of others, which therefore rendered love and devotion to God as secondary. In Dante's Purgatorio, the penitent walks within flames to purge himself of lustful/sexual thoughts and feelings. In Dante's "Inferno", unforgiven souls of the sin of lust are blown about in restless hurricane like winds symbolic of their own lack of self control to their lustful passions in earthly life.

CAKE DAY~

mommy's yummy bday cake.. that the good daughter baked

i saw the marker.. and the whiteboard..

cupcake with make up :)

so.. it's mum's bday.. hahahaha.. nothing much happened.. i went to visit a dear old friend.. i had to make it up to him.. i kinda stood him up for a few weeks.. yes.. i know.. im evill.. i brought him some bday cake too :) as a reconciliation token.. hehehehe.. today was great.. uncle sadha and me.. ahahahhahaha.. buddy buddy.. welll... i guess thats about it..

till next post..

let the baking continue XD

XOXO

Sunrise Sunrise..

i've been listening to norah jones.. A LOT.. really food for the soul.. i cried listening to -come away with me- lyrics are so nice.. i guess i got carried away emotionally because my settings were programmed in ~missing you mode~ hahaha.. very nice.. her voice is sultry.. the kinda of velvety voice that almost seems parallel to salve that soothes a sore spot.. well.. basically her songs are nice.. but her new album is kinda weird.. i guess she was trying to fit into the new age music.. which i find stereotype.. why change.. authenticity is so much better than -i wanna do what she's doin- hahahahahaha.. well.. kudos for trying anyway norah :)

life has been up and down.. like a roller coaster.. but hey.. it's all good at the end of the day.. i think.. well.. i'll make it ok.. :)

Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song

Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies

I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come

Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you

And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me

till next post my dears :)

XoXo

Happy Valentines :)

its that time of the year again :)

flowers..

candy..

chocolate..

candlelit dinners..

walks under the moon..

cutesy little hand made cards..

flying pigs and dancing unicorns..

nothing can go wrong.. seriously..

pretty presents in shades of pink..

cut out red hearts al strewn across the floor..

rose petals line the walkway..

tacky cliche'd sappiness oozes out of each other..

yeap..

it's valentines alright :)

i got a pweety vincci watch.. and i just LOVE looking at the time~~

thanks babe,,

till next post,

XoXo

have a great lovey dovey valentines people :)

Anywhere But Here..

you know.. im sick of staying at home doing nothing and getting scolded for doing nothing.. what am i supposed to do? get a job? ok.. who gonna send me? i have no car right? then.. tell me to do something.. im rracking my small brain trying to do something.. but WHAT??? sighh.. i wanna go study.. i cant believe i WANT to study.. hahhaha.. anyway.. weird things happen.. yesterday was one messed up day and i think it's bad karma on my side for dumping the kitty.. grrrrrrrrrrr.. i so confuesed with te way the world works.. this sucks.. please.. feel free to kasian me..

Whoa Kitty..

OMG the weirdest thing happened last night..

well.. you see.. sasu and i decided to walk up to the shops in taman tyng there to get some stuff to eat.. we had no car.. so walk la.. then we like got stuff la... food and food.. and we were walking back home right.. and the weirdest thing happened.. sasu screamed.. and a tiny black and white kitten came across.. so we just left it at that and continued home.. we turned behind and the kitten was actually following us.. crossed roads.. passed the dogs.. and followed , no STALKED us home.. seriously.. what kind of a kitten does that? and it came all the way home dude!! and i was like in a quandry wether to keep it or not.. so i just brought it in for the night.. coz if it hangs out near my house the dogs will eat her.. so i set up the cage.. put litter box and food.. since we had balance from pumpkin.. kitty was good.. quiet.. cute oso la.. hahaha.. but i knew we couldn keep her.. ama was one confused mess.. she din know if she wanted it or not.. and let me make the decision.. i slept it through and woke up.. and thought.. i dun think we should keep her.. so today.. i woke up and walked to my fav playground and dropped her off there.. poor thing.. im sure she would've followed us home again.. but we ran.. literally RAN home.. in case she started stalking us with her white kitty paws.. hahaha.. what an experience..

today i ate curry mee for breakfast after abandoning the kitten..

till next adventure,

XoXo

Back to school..

today right.. i went to school again.. hehehe.. it was fun and weird.. i had this strong urge to run into the hall and fix the PA system coz the microphone was squeeking.. hahahah.. i miss running up and down the staircase.. i went to canteen coz i wanted to eat chicken rice.. but finish ady.. i read the new drama script =_=" no comments there.. it's weird.. haha.. i guess comp season is around the corner again.. and everyone is racking brains trying to figure something out.. i hope that we get to keep our public speaking title.. we have been holding the name for the past five years.. but it stopped last year..well.. i just hope we get a placing la at least.. i mean.. its cecilian legacy!! i pray it continues.. no more debaters in school.. so we're not sending a team.. sad.. i miss debating.. i miss my old english crew.. we had so much fun.. and power.. shobby, cat, iris, bernice, loise, ortolana, wendy.. i took the bus to and fro to school.. and i weas like.. omg.. how did i do this on a daily basis last time.. my god.. it was like 500 degress out there.. i was baking.. literally.. still.. i loved walking home.. i had time to myself.. to think.. i miss my school uniform.. and walking under the sun.. :)

It's all written in the stars...

sometimes..

things get rough..

like a lone sailboat struggling a storm..

like a flower wilting under the sun..

like chewing gum stuck under your shoes..

like barney singing metallica..

yes.. sometimes..

things get rough..

sometimes..

it gets really rough..

that you just wanna hit someone..

that you just wanna cry fat salty tears..

that you just wanna call 911..

that you just wanna go on Oprah..

yes.. it gets really toguh..

but then again..

you look up to the skies..

and you feel the slow moving air..

and you see the leaves flying in the wind..

and you see the moon hiding behind a veil of clouds..

and you see the stars..

oh my.. you see the stars..

and everything seems ok again :)

you see the ones that glimmer really weakly..

you see the ones that shine so bright..

you see the tiny ones trying to make it through the night..

you see the old mommy stars drooping low in twilight..

you see the white hot stars welcoming the dawn..

and eventhough..

well.. eventhough things get rough..

things get super really rough..

just look up at the stars..

and it'll be all right..

cause thats where my directions lie..

in the stars..

it's all written..

wating for it's turn..

to play it's part..

so just look up..

cause it's written in the stars..

till next post,

XOXO

dum dee dum di di dum...

im very busy now ok.. busy doing absolutely NOTHING.. im so lazy-fied.. well.. here's the latest.. i got meself some dvds and i got avatar, princess and the forg, and alvin and the chipmunks the squekuel..

anyway.. i've been having loads of fun with my doogies.. and yup.. that's spotty on a wheelbarrow.. this spaniel rides in style people.. hahahaha.. anyways.. i guess im not that lonely now since my cousin came over to spend her holls with us here in the land of monkeys and no karan.. hahahaha.. so i got my nails done blue.. and my toenails done striped.. like a flag said someone.. XD betul juga..

i've been so damn free all this while.. and suddenly now everyone wants a pice of me when i have things to do.. stup.. hahahaha.. eta is saying i don love him anymore and i don give him enuff attention.. which is true.. i havent been doing justice do dahlink gilby either.. :( im so sorry my dear.. will totally spen' you when u come back.. i know we are running out of talking time.. everyone seems to be reminding me tha i have no more time for them.. EHEM.. and when i was alone? i swear i heard crickets in the background.. hahaha.. funnny how life works..

im going on a weeked roadtrip and hopefully it's a good one.. havent had a holliday in a while.. :)

well..

i guess..

thats it for now..

will write..

soon..

XOXO