random..

havent been blogging in awhile.. loads of things to do my GOD.. i feel like a machine.. hahaha.. it's been up and down and up and down.. cry smile cry smile smile.. lol.. im an extremely hormonal girl i guess.. hahaha.. i got to see MUM~~ finally.. went for deepa and paul's wedding and danced till my saree kinda decided to not stay in its place anymore.. had loads of food now.. i have a belly.. :( haiz.. need to work on that.. but the best part is.. BREAK IS COMING UP~~ hehehehe.. thank god.. i feel like im gonna die here already.. omg.. i need my break.. i need my sdk.. i need my mom and dads manjaing.. i need spotty.. i need my gfs!! cant wait to see them all~~ i will get through my exams with my head held high, get 9on that plane, order 6$ maggi cup on airasia.. and stomp down at sdk pilak airport :)

Just One Of Those Gray Days..

i miss my friends.. my girl friends.. who know what to say.. all the time.. and to lift me up when im down.. and are always sure that im never left out.. im doing great here.. for real.. but sometimes i feel non existant.. and all i do is smile and be happy that im not alone.. but sometimes i wish i knew what they were saying.. it's not intentional or anything la.. i know they mean well.. but i feel awkward just sitting there.. not knowing what to say.. but hey.. im ressh.. always happy.. always understanding.. oh well.. i'll be fine.. like i always am.. *smiles* sob.... :')

it's friday.. again =)

omg.. time is literally flying.. super flying.. it's madness i tell you.. well, it is true though that my fave part of a week is the end.. but still how can it me May already? so much to do, and time is outgrowing me (is that even possible?).

well, i think it's that phase of life im going throught where reality hits you in the face.. like.. getting stuck in sticky situations that you really didnt ask for to begin with.. haha.. so many quandaries come by uncalled for. its ridiculous. seriously.

being here is both a blessing and a curse.. i get to spend time with my panadol (painkiller for every frown XD) and yet, i find myself crying in the showers and weeping myself to sleep.. must be the homesickness.. or the inability to handle all the stress and workload.. i wish i had a cat(random much) the only thing that makes me happy so far is knowing that i have something to fall back on.. all the time :)

i wanna go HOME!!!

Im sick..

my nose is running..

i skipped class for it..

im having a fever..

my face hurts..

my teeth hurt..

my back aches..

my body hurts..

this bed sucks..

i want MY bed..

i want MY doctor..

i want MY mum..

i want MY dog..

i want to be anyplace but here right now..

i dunno how im gonna go on like this..

i need to see things that are mine..

feel it under my skin..

i need home..

so much..

I am...

1. Exhausted

2. In pain

3. Sleepy

4. tired

5. Lazy

6. Happy

7. Recalling

8. Smiling

9. Complete

10. In Love....

till next post,

XOXO