Just One Of Those Gray Days..

i miss my friends.. my girl friends.. who know what to say.. all the time.. and to lift me up when im down.. and are always sure that im never left out.. im doing great here.. for real.. but sometimes i feel non existant.. and all i do is smile and be happy that im not alone.. but sometimes i wish i knew what they were saying.. it's not intentional or anything la.. i know they mean well.. but i feel awkward just sitting there.. not knowing what to say.. but hey.. im ressh.. always happy.. always understanding.. oh well.. i'll be fine.. like i always am.. *smiles* sob.... :')