It's one a.m and im not asleep.. which is weird.. since i can sleep all the time.. heck.. i could sleep for a living.. i think to much.. thinking makes me stay up.. i have to learn.. to not ponder on one thing for too long.. because it eats me up.. thinking.. basically engulfs my very being.. focusing on something that i think matters but in reality doesnt.. wondering why and what.. when there isnt really a reason to wonder upon.. misconstrued perceptions are leading me astray.. im just so afraid that one day.. this will be the very thing that brings me down.. i have to stop being so eager to please.. and learn the hard way to take things as they come.. life isnt a box of chocolates.. that is SO cliche.. you always know what you're gonna get with chocolates.. diabetes and fat thighs.. that's right people.. you heard me loud and clear.. i have to go with the flow.. to survive in this cold medium we call life.. and remember.. that at the end of the day.. you are the only person you have..
Thinking makes me delusional, its my guilty pleasure..
I want you so bad...
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