Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Looking back in time...

I was just thinking..
At this time last year, Wendy and i were busy getting ready for installation.. omg.. that was the highlight of the year... and i was getting over a love lost, having kesh as my date, Wendy kindling new infatuation over a certain someone.. haha.. then i started to look through the entire year.. the stupid phase of my life.. almost making the biggest mistake of my life with the most insensitive person i've ever known.. wasted a huge chunk of my life there, knowing the outcome but never accepting it up front.. and then came first love experience all because of a Christmas dinner.. that was definitely not the relationship i expected to happen.. neither was it pleasant.. but saying that wouldnt be fair.. it was thrilling and exciting.. every teenage girl feels it when you realize someone begins to take interest in you right? I never went on a first date though.. lol.. well, that was my proplem really due to the strictness of me papa and mama.. XD but it was nice.. to feel loved.. untill things became U.G.L.Y.. whoa man.. that was ugly.. but he was a good guy.. till things took a turn.. for the better :) the agony i felt during installation, he can never compensate though.. coming with another girl.. in the clothes i told you to come in.. at a function i forced you to be my date in the first place.. sobs.. thank god for kesh..

And look at how things have changed..
Kesh is with wendy.. hahahahaha.. well, that was predictable to me but probably a shocker to the world.. lol..  and i am in pure bliss with someone for me to appreciate; who treats me the way i should be :)

1 year can bring so much change.. the people we meet, the situations we go through.. everything.. the memories.. some make me laugh.. some make me wonder what if.. and some i am extremely thankful for :)

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