That ol' Saying..

I remember reading this line in books, and watch actors repeat this line in movies on the telly.. but i never really completely understood the logic in saying it..

"If you love someone, let them go."

Sound insane right? Well this is usually said when a break up occurs.. but this doesnt apply to me.. haha.. im not breaking up or anything.. but you know.. i had hopes and dreams of how my actual college experience would be.. prom.. walking to class together.. complaining about my day.. bitching about the lecturers.. maybe for once i'll break my insecure membrane and do something dangerous.. like.. clubbing.. OOPss.. bad thoughts.. ahhahahhaha.. well, now i have to face the facts.. reality is screaming into my ears and painted across every white wall.. haha.. i dont think i can put off the truth and try to act like the opposite might just happen anymore.. sure it was super hard when i first heard the verdict.. wow.. 4 years away.. a thousand miles away.. with skype and i talk as the only portal of communication..its a hugs change.. from being a kilometer away from each other in sandakan.. and a hostel block away in campus.. haha.. but you know.. i did tell you right this year i'd be Grace Kelly?

So i'd like to annonce that now.. i have learnt the complete phrase of the above..

“If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.”

I know you are mine.. and i know that we can make this work.. no matter what you choose.. i'll always be there to hold your hand.. i'll back you up, support your decisions, give allowance to what you deserve to have.. so what.. four years.. i'll still be here.. Im indian.. so.. it's up to Fate.. i believe that if we were meant to be, we'll harrow through this storm.. and if we weren't then.. its just not our destiny.. but all i wanna say is that.. the sadness of parting is unevitable.. but when the tears dry up and the thin layer of depression peels away.. always know that i have your best interest at heart.. come back after 4 years... we'll be adults.. and finally build a future together.. so... because i love you, im letting you go =)