Little girls,
Read to almost every night by a loving parent,
A beautiful story of a magical kingdom,
Of a royal damsel in distress,
To be rescued by her prince,
To be awaken from enchantment,
With the touch of true love's first kiss,
Placed upon that white horse as they gallop away,
Together in love the race into the horizon,
As the chapter ends with "... and so they lived happily ever after"
The loving parent closes the book and says goodnight,
These little girls tucked neatly into their beds,
Entering a new world as the slumber kicks in,
Fantasies of fairy tales galore,
Eyes shut firmly wishing never to wake up,
But alas, dreams are mere illusions of the heart.
I've always wanted my fairy tale, i remember all those times we swapped fantasies during girl talk session.. how he would look like, how he would come out of the blue and sweep us off our chubby ankled feet, just stare deeply into our eyes, soul searching; those penetrating eyes, how it would send shivers down our every bone.. How he would be there for every month, week, day, hour, minute, second of our lives.. How the relationship would not be perfect, sure we said we'd harrow through some tough times, but we said to ourselves, those speedbumps will only make our feelings stronger for each other. One thing we said was that, we were not going to beg. No we wont. We were convent girls, "so if you liked it then you shouda put a ring on it", we said that we were gonna be with him for as long as it lasts, we never believed in forever and always, we said our love would be all about living it to the fullest at the present. If he said he wanted out, then walk away. Dont get me wrong readers, im not saying that we were being arrogant, or sassy. But we just didnt see the point of hanging onto something that only we could envision happening. It takes two to make it work, what one lacks the other compliments. Love that saying. Thats how it should be, wholesome and complete, complete.. not prefect.
To all the ladies out there, hear me out. We're not perfect, heck even i think we're complicated creatures. I get pissed at myself too. We have so many things to handle and above that, PMS! Haha, but what im saying it this.. We all are on a quest for love..
Cheap Trick-I Want You To Want Me
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
Isnt this what we want to hear? I hope this doesnt sound like bullshit to my dear readers.. But this is what i wanted =) I've been through shitty times before, and regretted wasting so much time mourning a good loss. The heartache that comes when you feel the love slipping through your fingers, or when the glitter just refuses to shine anymore, hurts.. like a bitch it hurts.. Time's the only cure im afraid.. Sometimes we end up in little detours, what im saying is that sometimes we're with people whom we're just.. with.. for the time being.. which means, we havent really found "the one" yet. as much as you try to convince urself, when the other turns a stale heart against you.. you know its time to move on.. We are you, beautiful, carefree and FULL of spirit ladies, dont let a spoilt fruit eat your heart out.. come on, "sometimes love comes around, when it knocks you down, just get back up, when it knocks you down"
Sometimes people dont realise what they have until its gone, so let them suffer.. A taste of their own medicine.. Why let life bite you in the ass?
We all have fairy tales, we all deserve to live in one.. Have you found yours?
The one who holds you tight even when he's tired?
The one who wipes your tears when you cry for the slightest thing?
The one who who lets you drool on his shirt when you accidentally fall asleep?
The one who kisses you on the forehead even when you have stinky hair?
The one who says you look great on a bad hair day?
The one who gets defensive whenever someone tries to intimidate you?
The one who sings for you when you ask him too?
The one who'd be so dead sleepy but still spend time with you?
The one who sends you lengthy goodnight messages?
The one who randomly says "i love you" unexpectedly?
The one who doesnt care if you have furry legs or a pudgy belly?
The one who apologises even if you initiated the fight?
The one who is not afraid to let you tie his hair up to annoy him?
The one who would do anything for you?
The one who would hold your hand everywhere you walked?
The one who says "im gonna marry you one day"?
The one who appreciates the things you do out of love?
The one who gives you piggybacks on a cold day?
The one who'd drive to almost anywhere to pick you up?
The one who'd make sure your safe at all times?
And most importantly,
The one who loves you yesterday, today and tomorrow the same way he loved you the first time he said it, or if anything loves you more now even though time has passed you by...
We all deserve our fairy tales,
Im glad i found mine <3
