urges?

When i say i want to be with you,
Does not mean i need something else,
When i say i want to be with you,
I mean every word because its true.

It's hard to part when we say goodnight,
Because i hate to watch you walk away,
I wish and wish with all my might,
That i could just make you stay with me tonight.

As every day i spend with you goes by,
Saddens me more and more each day,
I fear that all the time will fly,
For i hate the thought of goodbye.

I've said this before and i'll say it again,
The first person i think of when i wake up,
The last thought i have in my mind as i close my eyes,
When i say i want to be with you...

Will you say the same to me too?

hehe.. elephants.. you know me... hehe..

XoXo

Bla bla bla

Holidays are coming to an end.. i havent even touched my work yet.. the pile is increasing.. thats super bad...

I made macaroni and cheese today, and added good ol mozzarela for the extra gooeyness.. i think it turned out quite well since it finished anyway :)

well, i did have a good time being "somebody elses spoilt brat" as wesley puts it.. hahah... the feeling of being at home can never compare to anything else around you =)

Hell is gonna start sooner then i can say holy shit.. so i better be off now to mourn XD

Ciao sexy people..

=)

All is well..

I love you babe...

Lets make our world spin again as it used to?

ing ing ing..

Im PMS-ing..

Tears are flowing..

Tummy is bloating..

Experiencing some swelling..

Cant stop eating..

Cant stop complaining..

Overindulge in sleeping..

Has no time for shitting..

Want to go home-ing (ala.. doesn rhyme)

Miss all the parental pampering..

No money to go shopping..

Life is so saddening..

When at 18 you're PMS-ing..

EMOING...

sowiee bloggy dear~~

OMG.. i have just been so busy.. i dont even have time to shit anymore.. XD well, i just realized that the course is ending soon.. only two months away.. i have to make the most out of this holiday because i have a very strong feeling that i'll be on my own for the next few years in degree course.. :(

well, nothing can compare to the few months that i've spent with you here.. i've never felt so happy in my life.. as cheesy as this may sound, you're like the last piece of puzzle to complete me.. haha.. im gonna be devastated if we really are going to go our separate ways.. not seeing u everyday will be very lonely.. so i must soak you up now like a sponge, so i dont have to ever let go.. sigh.. i'll be fine..

i wish i had all the money in the world right now.. haha... random thought..

Has it really been this long?

Looks like we made it 
Look how far we've come my baby 
We mighta took the long way 
We knew we'd get there someday........................


9 months babe.. thats a record breaker :)


though we both forgot, 
and only remembered a day after,
im still glad that i have your hand to hold,
my hearts on my sleeve,
don't leave me a broken queen :)

Looking back in time...

I was just thinking..
At this time last year, Wendy and i were busy getting ready for installation.. omg.. that was the highlight of the year... and i was getting over a love lost, having kesh as my date, Wendy kindling new infatuation over a certain someone.. haha.. then i started to look through the entire year.. the stupid phase of my life.. almost making the biggest mistake of my life with the most insensitive person i've ever known.. wasted a huge chunk of my life there, knowing the outcome but never accepting it up front.. and then came first love experience all because of a Christmas dinner.. that was definitely not the relationship i expected to happen.. neither was it pleasant.. but saying that wouldnt be fair.. it was thrilling and exciting.. every teenage girl feels it when you realize someone begins to take interest in you right? I never went on a first date though.. lol.. well, that was my proplem really due to the strictness of me papa and mama.. XD but it was nice.. to feel loved.. untill things became U.G.L.Y.. whoa man.. that was ugly.. but he was a good guy.. till things took a turn.. for the better :) the agony i felt during installation, he can never compensate though.. coming with another girl.. in the clothes i told you to come in.. at a function i forced you to be my date in the first place.. sobs.. thank god for kesh..

And look at how things have changed..
Kesh is with wendy.. hahahahaha.. well, that was predictable to me but probably a shocker to the world.. lol..  and i am in pure bliss with someone for me to appreciate; who treats me the way i should be :)

1 year can bring so much change.. the people we meet, the situations we go through.. everything.. the memories.. some make me laugh.. some make me wonder what if.. and some i am extremely thankful for :)