Fall, Falling, Fallen..

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you
Love, love, love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
'Cause love was made for me and you
I said love was made for me and you
You know that love was made for me and you

we read the novels with 'fabio' on the cover.. embracing the maiden of his dreams.. lost in a world that only the two entwined souls live in.. speaking a language that only they can understand.. far far faaaar away from the real world.. well, to be honest i wasnt really a fan of these sappy lovey dovey novels.. the mere sight of the very.. erm.. passionate? covers on these not so innocent looking reads would make me blush and squirm in embaressment.. i was young.. and not so very exposed to the world of lovey doveyness.. hehehehehehehe..

well.. i hated the thought of falling in love.. because most love stories end in tragic and utter disaster.. here's one extract of one of my favourite reads that describes what i mean..

when you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound.

when a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise.

but as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely.. silent.

you would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the world..

but it's silent, and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain...

~cecilia ahern- if you could see me now~

see what i mean? it's true.. falling in love is real easy.. almost parallel to falling into an open trap.. but try falling OUT of it.. that's when the reality hits you in the face.. hahahahaha.. suddenly you look at everything that you once saw in such a bright light, with a whole new perspective that it scares you away..

Anyway, thats how life is right? unpredictable to the core.. you can't change it.. it's just written that way.. :)

But then again.. love is this really enigmatic feeling that i have yet to figure out yet.. hahahahaha.. sometimes you just feel so powerless and succumb to whatever it throws in your way.. i cherish every moment of it.. and im not letting go.. let this last for as long as it can.. i want my fairy tale ending.. and this story seems to be going on fine.. better than fine.. its purrfect.. hehehehe..

i know.. i sound like a really confused lunatic.. but thats just the way of love..

And i admit.. im a victim.. of the ~fall, falling, fallen~ syndrome..

till next post :)

XoXo