Shitty Weekend..

I guess everything was going in all the opposite directions this weekend.. it started out badly.. and no doubt it ended up badly also.. i was so close to losing my life over a really small slip of tongue.. i have my life at stake.. and im not getting my share of attention! hmph.. im being very unreasonable.. but never mind.. im young.. i dont have to be reasonable right now.. i just want to throw a tantrum like a stuck up, spoilt brat..

Ok.. the incident over.. whatever la.. it's cool.. and then.. how is it that technology wins over me? :( so unfair.. i wait... and wait.. and waaaiiitttt.. and waaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttt.. and fine it's ok.. no need to be clingy.. so i just wait.. and when i unwait because i just cant take it anymore.. i still have to wait after that.. i mean hello.. im in this very sore and vulnerable state of mind.. and i am in needing you mode.. but it's ok.. you need your space.. thank god i have wendy.. hahahaha.. i oso dunno la..

this whole weekend.. not a single normal conversation.. texting was not like usual either.. too busy for lil ol me i guess.. hmmm.. well.. it's ok.. im fine with it.. im coolio remember? i know that there will be the 'i'll make it up to you' part.. a little patience is all i need.. aiyoooooooo.. i just want some attention!! hahahahahahahahaha.. im so crazy.. never mind.. i shall continue my waiting.. till i grow old.. and my teeth fall off... and my hair turns white.. and my skin gets all wrinkled.. and i'll just throw things around when i cant wait anymore.. im sure you'll get the message when it happens..

im just gonna sit and stare with a puppy dog face.. and hopefully things will be back to normal..